Hello
I wish you could receive this letter in person
But I’m getting off track
I wish I could’ve met you while you were alive
Atleast met you and be able to remember it
I was 3 when you left us
Nobody really talks about you or it
Matter of a fact they don’t at all
He doesn’t paint or draw since you left
I wonder how our relationship would be
If we would be close, remotely close or act like the other doesn’t exist
I wonder if you would’ve taught me art like I wish he did
I kinda feel that you took him from me
Is it fair no, but I feel that way at times
But most importantly I I could be able to remember you
You truly are great
If I ever have a little girl
She’ll be named after you
I love and miss you dearly sister
Love little brother
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Suicide
If I were to die by suicide
How would you remember me
Though I kept it live
I’d probably be remembered in infamy
None of the good I did would be remembered
Just the bad, the fights, the shady deals
The violence, the anger, the aggression
That’s all people would remember
Nobody would remember the good
The times I stood by you when everybody else left
The times I was there at night to comfort you
The times I passed on somethin I wanted so you could eat
Nah none of that would be remembered
But they’ll remember my death
Seeing my half my brains on the wall
The other nowhere to be found
That’ll be remembered it’s fucked up
But true though
That’s life
Well that was life
How would you remember me
Though I kept it live
I’d probably be remembered in infamy
None of the good I did would be remembered
Just the bad, the fights, the shady deals
The violence, the anger, the aggression
That’s all people would remember
Nobody would remember the good
The times I stood by you when everybody else left
The times I was there at night to comfort you
The times I passed on somethin I wanted so you could eat
Nah none of that would be remembered
But they’ll remember my death
Seeing my half my brains on the wall
The other nowhere to be found
That’ll be remembered it’s fucked up
But true though
That’s life
Well that was life
Single Mother
let's take a moment out for all the single mothers
no matter what the race
the ones that bust their ass to provide for their kids
the ones thatll work a 9-5 and then a 10-4
the ones that don't let nothing stop them from taking care of their kids
ones that don't need a man to stand next to
the ones that'll be tired as hell but will still get up and play with the kids
we as males need to show some love and respect to the single mothers
this is just a little something from me to all the single mothers
i respect and applaud you
as a matter of fact i wish i was as strong as you
no matter what the race
the ones that bust their ass to provide for their kids
the ones thatll work a 9-5 and then a 10-4
the ones that don't let nothing stop them from taking care of their kids
ones that don't need a man to stand next to
the ones that'll be tired as hell but will still get up and play with the kids
we as males need to show some love and respect to the single mothers
this is just a little something from me to all the single mothers
i respect and applaud you
as a matter of fact i wish i was as strong as you
No 808's Just Heartbreak
he showed her that he had more than one side
he showed her that he had a sweet side
that he was a nice,caring, and loving individual
that he cared more about her feeling than her looks
he cared more for the mental than the physical
but she asked him one day "Why me?
You can do better,especially when it comes to looks."
He told her "I dont want to do better. I want you"
I like you and your looks
Plus looks arent that important to me
She finally believed him and gave the relationship a try
Time goes by and their bond starts to grow strong.
until one day he wakes up
he got the text that he feared
she ended it out of the blue
she said " I Just wanna be friends. That's how i really feel about you"
his world as he knew it just crashed down around him.
now he no longer has his girl or his friend
she exiled him from her life
all he can say now is "Why?"
maybe he shouldnt have given things a try
he showed her that he had a sweet side
that he was a nice,caring, and loving individual
that he cared more about her feeling than her looks
he cared more for the mental than the physical
but she asked him one day "Why me?
You can do better,especially when it comes to looks."
He told her "I dont want to do better. I want you"
I like you and your looks
Plus looks arent that important to me
She finally believed him and gave the relationship a try
Time goes by and their bond starts to grow strong.
until one day he wakes up
he got the text that he feared
she ended it out of the blue
she said " I Just wanna be friends. That's how i really feel about you"
his world as he knew it just crashed down around him.
now he no longer has his girl or his friend
she exiled him from her life
all he can say now is "Why?"
maybe he shouldnt have given things a try
Failure
Failure is not an option
that's what he told himself
a lonely poor black kid that only wanted wealth
he had the smarts to make it in school
just not the patience to do the work
he had a role model, an idol named joe cool
joe moved them just as soon as he got them
he realized that joe cool was his way of not failing
his way of coming up in the world
he saw joe as his meal ticket
he kicked it with joe and joe decided to use him
he ran numbers and move them for joe for months
all over the blocks in the city
they called him super pretty, due to the way he dressed and handled business
until one day he wasn't so pretty anymore
he got caught with a stash
he got hauled off in front of joe
and joe didnt even bother to acknowledge his best runner
he now knows that joe was not his way to avoid failure
he regrets kicking it with joe to this day
but now he knows that he failed
not for gettin caught or even selling
but for thinking that failure was not an option
it was an option
just not one that he liked
he now knows its best to fail than succeed in some case
that's what he told himself
a lonely poor black kid that only wanted wealth
he had the smarts to make it in school
just not the patience to do the work
he had a role model, an idol named joe cool
joe moved them just as soon as he got them
he realized that joe cool was his way of not failing
his way of coming up in the world
he saw joe as his meal ticket
he kicked it with joe and joe decided to use him
he ran numbers and move them for joe for months
all over the blocks in the city
they called him super pretty, due to the way he dressed and handled business
until one day he wasn't so pretty anymore
he got caught with a stash
he got hauled off in front of joe
and joe didnt even bother to acknowledge his best runner
he now knows that joe was not his way to avoid failure
he regrets kicking it with joe to this day
but now he knows that he failed
not for gettin caught or even selling
but for thinking that failure was not an option
it was an option
just not one that he liked
he now knows its best to fail than succeed in some case
My Mistake
look girl just here this last message out
i'm being honest beyond a shadow of a doubt
i'm in a drought cause i done cried so many tears
just thinkin bout me and you
relieving our amazing years together
we survived all kinds of weather
the haters came at us like a severe thunderstorm
your friends piled up on me like a blizzard in the winter
but eventually the weather went back to being a sunny day
then i unleashed a storm worse that katrina
i cheated on you out of the blue with a girl that was brand new
in town; light brown and her ass was nice and round
you were beyond angry and had a right to be
you unleashed a fury worse than somethin that came from Zeus
there was no shelter for me even after you let me loose
girl i cheated on you and i'm sorry
but there's more....
i'm being honest beyond a shadow of a doubt
i'm in a drought cause i done cried so many tears
just thinkin bout me and you
relieving our amazing years together
we survived all kinds of weather
the haters came at us like a severe thunderstorm
your friends piled up on me like a blizzard in the winter
but eventually the weather went back to being a sunny day
then i unleashed a storm worse that katrina
i cheated on you out of the blue with a girl that was brand new
in town; light brown and her ass was nice and round
you were beyond angry and had a right to be
you unleashed a fury worse than somethin that came from Zeus
there was no shelter for me even after you let me loose
girl i cheated on you and i'm sorry
but there's more....
Oh Well
I wanted you to be my girl
I was fallin like alicia keys
all I wanted was a chance
or at least one little slow dance
those were my thoughts a few months ago
since then my desire has continued to grow
I tried to find a way to get my foot in the door
but I couldn't find a way in time
all I can say now is oh well.....
I was fallin like alicia keys
all I wanted was a chance
or at least one little slow dance
those were my thoughts a few months ago
since then my desire has continued to grow
I tried to find a way to get my foot in the door
but I couldn't find a way in time
all I can say now is oh well.....
His Mistakes
All those times that he did you wrong
his lies, indecisiveness,and excuses
not to mention him cheating on you
all those things left a dark spot on your heart
and now i can't get a chance to change things
just because of what he did
but that's more than ok
i'm willing to pay for his mistakes
because i'm smart enough not to make the same ones
so go ahead and name your price
i'm willing to pay it no matter what.....
his lies, indecisiveness,and excuses
not to mention him cheating on you
all those things left a dark spot on your heart
and now i can't get a chance to change things
just because of what he did
but that's more than ok
i'm willing to pay for his mistakes
because i'm smart enough not to make the same ones
so go ahead and name your price
i'm willing to pay it no matter what.....
That Girl
She was light skinned
no dark skinned
kinda short,kinda tall, kinda thick, kinda thin
i cant remember much except for the mood she put me in
with her beautiful smile and that little dimple
she has when she starts to talk
and the way she carries herselft is like no other
she has the drive of a single mother
and the confidence of a champion
with eyes prettier than a summer sky
but she can quickly switch to a bitch
and then back to an angel
damn that girl
now i wish i said just this one little thing...............
Hi
no dark skinned
kinda short,kinda tall, kinda thick, kinda thin
i cant remember much except for the mood she put me in
with her beautiful smile and that little dimple
she has when she starts to talk
and the way she carries herselft is like no other
she has the drive of a single mother
and the confidence of a champion
with eyes prettier than a summer sky
but she can quickly switch to a bitch
and then back to an angel
damn that girl
now i wish i said just this one little thing...............
Hi
Sink or Swim
Be willin to take that dive
knowing that you may drown
but also knowing that you may be able to swim
but you'll never know if you don't take that dive
remember you only live once
so just try and take the chance
like a nerd asking a hot girl to a school dance
i know that this seems like play russian roulette with your heart
but you can't win if you never play the game
i'm willing to place my bet on the bullet not being there
and on us being together as a result
so i'm willin to take that dive
knowing i may drown but also knowing that i may swim
so are you ready and willing to take that dive?
knowing that you may drown
but also knowing that you may be able to swim
but you'll never know if you don't take that dive
remember you only live once
so just try and take the chance
like a nerd asking a hot girl to a school dance
i know that this seems like play russian roulette with your heart
but you can't win if you never play the game
i'm willing to place my bet on the bullet not being there
and on us being together as a result
so i'm willin to take that dive
knowing i may drown but also knowing that i may swim
so are you ready and willing to take that dive?
Open Letter to God pt. 1
Dear GOD, I'm writting this letter of confession
it's long overdue much like my therapy session
the things i'm about to say are also long overdue
like a woman who's pregnant for 10 months
where do i start
maybe at the start
actually i'll start in june of 2000
when i lost part of my heart
you had took my grandmother home
and i was upset with you
and didnt know what to do
but now i understand it was part of your plan to shape me as a man
let's fast forward to january 03, my other grandmother left me
that shook me to my core
i wondered if you loved me anymore
i still remember crying on the floor saying it couldnt be
i just lost another important piece of me
it's long overdue much like my therapy session
the things i'm about to say are also long overdue
like a woman who's pregnant for 10 months
where do i start
maybe at the start
actually i'll start in june of 2000
when i lost part of my heart
you had took my grandmother home
and i was upset with you
and didnt know what to do
but now i understand it was part of your plan to shape me as a man
let's fast forward to january 03, my other grandmother left me
that shook me to my core
i wondered if you loved me anymore
i still remember crying on the floor saying it couldnt be
i just lost another important piece of me
The Second Coming
Greatness is not dead
it has arisen from the crypt
greatness has made a deal with the devil
greatness has promised to bring the keeper the two who brought him
the second coming is here
greatness was off the bull shit but now is back on it
greatness has a purpose now
that's to destroy any and everybody
who challenges him until he get's the two he wants
the second coming is here
greatness and the keeper are angry
you two should beware
it has arisen from the crypt
greatness has made a deal with the devil
greatness has promised to bring the keeper the two who brought him
the second coming is here
greatness was off the bull shit but now is back on it
greatness has a purpose now
that's to destroy any and everybody
who challenges him until he get's the two he wants
the second coming is here
greatness and the keeper are angry
you two should beware
The Keeper
The crypt keeper
the keeper of the crypt
the one who watches over the dead
the one who everybody fears
more than the reaper
no, they are not the same
there is no bargaining with the keeper
he has no face or body
just eyes,hands,and a robe
that is the keeper
but who is he really?
the keeper of the crypt
the one who watches over the dead
the one who everybody fears
more than the reaper
no, they are not the same
there is no bargaining with the keeper
he has no face or body
just eyes,hands,and a robe
that is the keeper
but who is he really?
Impossible
Tonight marks the end
the impossible has happened
the soul is dead
it's now in the crypt
with the others
it was not sold
it was killed by two -
people. to think just two
to think "greatness" fell
to just four hands
it's official
the soul is dead
the impossible has happened
the soul is dead
it's now in the crypt
with the others
it was not sold
it was killed by two -
people. to think just two
to think "greatness" fell
to just four hands
it's official
the soul is dead
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