Dear grandma
Fuck this letter writing shit
It's been 10 years since you died
I still hurt everyday
Random hauntings and flashbacks
I remember that shit vividly
Too vividly
I'm ok for the most part
Let me stop lying
I'm a mess. Idk what I want out of life
Hell I dont know why I'm in college other than I was told to go
Surviving these past ten years
Far from easy
I should be the fourth grave next to yall
I really need you. I do
I don't know who or what the fuck I am
Other than lost.
You kept me straight as a kid
Now I'm just a fuck up that can't do right
One that looks for others to make me better
Plain and simple I'm nothing
I need you more than ever
I love you
I miss you
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